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YOU WERE NOT BORN TO SURVIVE.  YOU WERE BORN TO FLY. 

 

Awaken the Medicine is a resurrection of the self you buried to belong.

 

This is a Mastermind for men and women who’ve searched for the Divine in church, partners, careers, and suffered for clarity, approval, and love and still feel the ache of something missing.

 


To create is to remember. To stop running from your desire and recognize it as divine instruction. To give the Divine a vehicle to move through—you.

 

Get to the root. Break free from trauma loops, codependent patterns, and the exhausting chase for belonging.

 

 

Healing isn’t about fixing yourself.
It’s about ending the war within.

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Let’s Be Real

  • You scroll for hours, hypnotized by lives that aren’t yours.

  • You eat when you’re not hungry just to feel—or to avoid feeling anything at all.

  • You call it “healing,” but you’re rehearsing your pain in circles.

  • You say you’ll show up once you lose the weight, get the money, feel ready, but “someday” never comes.

  • You’ve been financially insecure for years, and it’s not just about money; it’s about the story you keep telling yourself that you’re not worth investing in.

  • You scroll past people who seem “too much” and tell yourself you’d never do it that way—but it’s not integrity, it’s unclaimed jealousy.

  • You feel more in control when you're overthinking than when you're present in your body.
  • You say you’re living by your values—but you haven’t actually defined them.

  • You crave intimacy—but you're terrified of being seen. So you hide behind performance. 
  • You haven’t let yourself want what you really want because desire still feels dangerous.
  • You don’t trust yourself with pleasure, so you outsource it.

  • You keep your mind busy so your body won’t speak.

  • You avoid silence because it would ask you to feel the grief.

  • You avoid rest, because it would ask you to receive.

  • You avoid creation because it would ask you to trust.

  • You keep waiting for life to start—while resenting everyone who’s already living.

This isn’t about judgment. This is about truth.

If it hurt—it’s because it’s real.

And if it’s real—it’s ready to be alchemized.

introducing

Awaken The Medicine

A year-long initiation into the truth of who you are. A journey of unlearning what’s not yours, and rebuilding a life aligned with your unique design.

 

Awaken The Medicine is where you stop seeing your pain as a problem and start seeing it as your path.

 

Every trigger. Every conflict. Every ache in your body is an invitation. To meet the parts of yourself you’ve avoided. To feel what you’ve numbed. To reclaim the pleasure, power, and creative life force buried under shame.

 

This journey isn’t metaphorical. It’s cellular.
It’s energetic. Embodied. Practical. Personal.

 

It’s all medicine.

Waiting to be awakened.

A note from your guide

Hi, I’m Adrian

I’ve been doing this work since 2016, but truthfully, I’ve been living it my entire life. I’m not here to fix you. I’m here to mirror the power, truth, and clarity you’ve been carrying all along, buried under survival, shame, and silence.

 

Over the years, I’ve walked alongside hundreds of humans—men, women, and creatives of all kinds—who were ready to stop repeating the same patterns and finally live in alignment with who they really are.

 

My work is where science meets the sacred, nervous system repair meets soul remembrance, and ancient wisdom and quantum tools collide to help you access your full potential.

 

I don’t offer surface-level transformation. I guide people through the raw, messy, liberating process of shedding identities, breaking generational cycles, and reclaiming creative power from the inside out.

 

I teach you to create from your pain, not bypass it. Lead from your truth, not perform. Awaken your own medicine instead of outsourcing your healing to someone else.

 

If there’s a voice inside you whispering, “There has to be more than this…” you're right. I'd love to support you.

 

Past students can tell you what it’s like to be held, challenged, and deeply seen in this space. Their stories are below.

 

No one walks this path unchanged.

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client transformations
I can now identify an emotion without letting it consume me or get stuck in my body!

“My first month in this program has me living life with eyes wide open. I am hyper aware of my triggers, my emotions, and my coping mechanisms. I can now identify an emotion, hold space for it, and honor it without letting it consume me or getting stuck in my body. I have learned to give myself space to enjoy the moment. I am open, loving, going with the flow, and feeling more gratitude than ever before! Adrian is such a powerful coach.”

 

Whitey Funfsinn
an invitation to release all the accumulated, stuck, energy in my life and to full arrive in my most genuine nature

“This container became so much more than simply reconnecting with myself. It was an invitation to release all the accumulated, stuck, energy in my life and to fully arrive in my most genuine nature, to discover my truth and to proceed unapologetically, standing in my power. All that I had manifested emotionally and physically from years of survival mode began to rapidly clear. Through this transformational work I found the clarity I was seeking.

Cassie Taylor
more helpful to me than professional therapy in the previous 20 years of my life.

"The mental warfare that was going on in my mind for literally YEARS has finally taken a breather, and it’s quiet and peaceful. I will forever be grateful to Adrian for her guidance, compassion, and friendship as I move through these spaces and learn more about myself. Her program has been more helpful to me than professional therapy I have gone through in the previous 20 years of my life.”

Jinica Torres
Adrian holds space majestically and brings awareness to blindspots almost like magic.

I have invested a lot in my personal development over the last 10 years. What Adrian brings to my experience is some of the most valuable work I’ve ever come across. The growth I’ve seen in my girlfriend and myself since we started working has been huge! We feel so far from the people we were just a few months ago.
Adrian holds space majestically and brings awareness to blindspots almost like magic. Her ability to pick up on things that aren’t said is truly amazing to watch and experience. If you’re considering an offer from her, go for it. You’re in good hands.

 

Michael

What This Looks Like in Real Life

  • You wake up with clarity, not chaos.
  • You eat with presence, move with joy, and rest without guilt.
  • You meet emotions as sacred messengers, not threats, and can channel that energy into something valuable for the world.
  • You know your worth and feel confident to communicate it and walk away from anything less.
  • You make decisions from conviction, not fear.
  • You activate your turn-on and move through life lit up from within.
  • Desire becomes your compass, and magnetism becomes your essence. Not just in sex but in the way you create, connect, dress, breathe, and lead.
  • You receive love without bracing for loss.
  • You feel safe in your joy and your grief
  • You embody your boundaries with ease and attract relationships that honor your depth and mirror your truth.
  • You create to express, not to prove.

And the world feels it.

 

The right people find you. The right doors open.

Because you’re not waiting anymore. 

You’re walking as the one you came here to be.

       

This journey isn’t about finding something outside of you.

It’s about activating what’s already inside.

-Your voice.
-Your pain.
-Your story.
-Your pleasure.
-Your truth.

You are the medicine. You just haven’t awakened—yet.

What you’ll learn

Part 1
Emotional Alchemy &
Pattern Disruption

This work begins at the root—the unconscious programs and emotional patterns that have kept you in cycles of fear, codependency, and confusion. You’ll learn to recognize the ways you self-abandon—especially when triggered—and practice new pathways of truth, clarity, and power. This is about more than “emotional regulation.” This is about alchemizing jealousy, shame, resentment, and grief into fuel for your evolution. Your feelings are not the enemy—they are the medicine. You’ll finally learn how to listen to them and move through them without collapse.-

 

Part 2
The Body as the Gateway

We explore the gateway to alchemy—the body. You’ll go beyond mindset and into full cellular detox and nervous system recalibration. Through dry fasting, parasite cleansing, and somatic work, you’ll clear the density from your tissues, organs, and energy field. You’ll learn how to create safety inside your system so your body can stop bracing for impact and start receiving the fullness of life. This is where you stop treating your body like a battlefield and begin honoring it as your most intelligent ally.

Part 3
Creative Power, Sexuality
& Self-Expression

Pleasure is not a reward—it’s your birthright. Inside ATM, you’ll reclaim your relationship to desire, turn-on, and erotic energy—not just in sex, but in the way you eat, move, create, and lead. You’ll build a relationship to pleasure and embodiment that reconnects you to your aliveness. You’ll stop outsourcing your inspiration and start living in a way that turns you on. You’ll begin to create—not from pressure or performance—but from deep internal resonance. This is where your life starts to feel like art.

 

Part 4
Voice, Boundaries
& Belonging

This is where it all integrates. You’ll learn how to speak from self—not defense. To set boundaries that don’t close you off but bring you closer to what’s true. You’ll finally feel safe to be seen and held in your full expression—without shrinking, overexplaining, or betraying your truth to keep the peace. Through community healing, ritual, coaching, and real-time relational practice, you’ll experience what it means to belong to yourself first. And from that place, everything else awakens.

The Deets

WHAT YOU GET:

  • 12 months of deep educational and somatic support—including boundaries and nervous system work, shadow integration through the lens of neuroanatomy, plus powerful explorations using Human Design, the Gene Keys, breathwork, and more. This is a multidimensional experience designed to support real transformation—mind, body, and spirit.
  • Monthly deep-dive workshops, bi-weekly group coaching calls for real-time support and emotional processing, personalized 1:1 guidance, and two powerful in-person community gatherings to ground, integrate, and expand alongside others on the path.
  • Seamless access from anywhere in the world—from your phone, tablet, or laptop. Your healing journey travels with you.
  • Private Slack access for daily connection, personalized support, and high-level resources—so you’re never alone on your journey. Ask questions, share breakthroughs, and receive quick, attuned responses as you move through your transformation.
  • Guided education and the opportunity to explore plant medicine as a sacred healing modality—held within a safe, intentional, and integrity-led container.
  • A rich library of educational and somatic resources to help you understand your brain, body, and emotional patterns. You'll receive guidance to reshape your relationship with yourself and others, along with integration tools to support lasting change and confidently walk a new path forward.
More satisfied clients
It has showed me that I have the power to heal myself, my relationships, and my view on the world.

“I’ve overcome ADHD symptoms, addiction to pharmaceuticals and other drugs I was using to medicate myself.”

“I’m not saying that this class is a certified replacement for modern medicine, I’m saying it really has showed me how powerful I really am.“

“It has showed me that I have the power to heal myself, my relationships, and my view on the world.”

“I know now that I can do so much, and so much more. I am so thankful that I was extended this opportunity”

Maddison Ling
WHO IT’S FOR

IS THIS YOU?

  • You are done performing and ready to return home to yourself.
  • You are a truth seeker, devoted to living in alignment, even when it’s messy, inconvenient, or terrifying.
  • You crave a deeper, richer, more honest relationship with yourself, and you’re done waiting for someone else to give it to you.
  • You’re ready to release the old loops: co-dependency, perfectionism, emotional suppression, scarcity, self-abandonment.
  • You no longer want to be defined by your wounds, you’re ready to be led by your vision.
  • You know your life isn’t small because you lack potential; it’s small because you’ve been trying to fit your bigness into spaces that can't hold you.
  • You feel it in your bones: there are relationships, communities, and opportunities that can meet your full expression, but you have to become the version of you who’s ready to receive them.

If you feel seen by this, you’re in the right place. It’s time.

The truth about Adrian’s work
from other heart-led humans in
the healing + transformation space:

Amanda Bucci, Author of Followed + Transformational Life Coach

“Adrian is someone I’ve come to in my darkest moments of difficulty—trusting in her innate wisdom of the shadow, the unknown, and pattern recognition. There’s not one other person I know who understands the process of alchemizing not-self patterns more than Adrian. This program —when truly applied–will change everything for you,”

Anna Nassery, Founder & CEO of 7 figure Brand Agency

“Adrian has been one of the most insturmental factors in my growth and development as a human over the past 3 years. I can credit her for giving me the tools to grow past some of my biggest blocks, and shed light on areas for my growth- all from a loving, grounded, and sometimes even hilarious place!”

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How much time is required to complete this course?

Is this course a good replacement for therapy?

Is there any direct support during this program if I run into challenges throughout my process?

Are there any pre-requisites for taking this course?

Do you offer refunds if I don't like the program?