Hello!

You weren’t born to survive. You were born to lead.

This isn’t another healing program.

This is a reclamation. A resurrection. To awaken the self you buried to belong. For the ones who are tired of chasing approval, love, or clarity in all the wrong places. The ones who know they were made for intimacy, power, pleasure, and purpose—but keep collapsing into patterns of people-pleasing, shame, and silence—this is for you.

 

Main Character Energy isn’t a trend. It’s a turning point. It’s the frequency you embody when you stop abandoning yourself.

 

It's time to get to the root—so you can break free from unresolved trauma, co-dependency, and the compulsive chase for belonging. It's time to lead with truth, speak with conviction, and experience the kind of love and freedom you’ve always felt but never fully claimed.

 

Healing isn’t about fixing yourself.
It’s about ending the war within.

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How old were you when you abandoned your main character? When did you trade wonder for safety and joy for performance?

Let’s Be Real

  • You doomscroll for hours, hypnotized by other people’s lives because yours feels dull and directionless.
  • You eat when you’re not hungry, just to feel something—or to numb the ache of feeling nothing.
  • You say you're "working on yourself," but you're just rehearsing your pain in circles.
  • You tell yourself you’ll start showing up once you lose the weight, get the money, or finally feel confident—but someday never comes.
  • You’ve been broke for years, and it’s not just about money—it’s about the story you keep telling yourself that you’re not worth investing in.
  • You scroll past people who seem “too much” and tell yourself you’d never do it that way—but it’s not integrity, it’s unclaimed jealousy.
  • You say it’s about values—but the truth is, you don’t really know yours.
  • You haven’t let yourself want what you really want because desire still feels dangerous.
  • You crave intimacy—but you're terrified of being seen. So you perform, you seduce, you disappear.
  • You don’t touch yourself unless it's for release, not connection. You're more comfortable outsourcing your turn-on than activating it yourself.
  • You hear the word erotic and immediately think “sex” because you’ve never known what it’s like to feel lit up by your own life.
  • You feel more in control when you're overthinking than when you're present in your body.
  • You pretend you're too busy to rest, to play, to create—because deep down, you don’t believe you’re worthy of pleasure.
  • You avoid silence, stillness, and slowness—because if you stopped long enough, you'd have to feel the grief.
  • You keep waiting for life to start—while resenting everyone who’s already living.

This isn’t about judgment. This is about truth.

If it hurt—it’s because it’s real.

And if it’s real—it’s ready to be alchemized.

introducing

AWAKEN YOUR MEDICINE

A year-long transformational journey for truth seekers, creatives, and soul-led leaders ready to stop abandoning their power.

This isn’t about becoming someone new.

 

It’s about returning to who you’ve always been—before the world told you who to be.

 

Awaken the Medicine is where you stop seeing your pain as a problem and start seeing it as the path.

Every trigger, conflict, ache in your body—it’s not random. It’s not punishment. It’s an invitation. To meet the parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding and feel what you’ve been numbing. Reclaim the pleasure, creativity, and power buried under judgment and shame.

 

This journey isn’t metaphorical. It’s cellular.

It’s energetic. It’s practical and personal. The sound of your voice. The way you move through grief. The pain you’ve lived through. The patterns you’ve carried for generations.

All of it holds coded intelligence—and most of it is sitting there, dormant.

 

Awaken The Medicine is a year-long journey of unlearning everything that isn’t truly you and rebuilding a life that’s aligned with your unique design, your deepest truth, and your creative genius.

 

This is where you stop outsourcing your worth.

This is where you stop seeking your power outside of yourself.

This is where you come home.

A personal note from your guide

Hi, I’m Adrian!

I’ve been doing this work since 2016, but truthfully, I’ve been living it my entire life. I’m not here to fix you. I’m here to mirror the power, truth, and clarity you’ve been carrying all along—buried under survival, shame, and silence.

 

Over the years, I’ve walked alongside hundreds of humans—men, women, and creatives of all kinds—who were ready to stop repeating the same patterns and finally start living in alignment with who they really are.

 

My work is where science meets the sacred, nervous system repair meets soul remembrance, and ancient wisdom and quantum tools collide to help you access something real, lasting, and deeply personal.

 

I don’t offer surface-level transformation. I guide people through the raw, messy, liberating process of shedding identities, breaking generational cycles, and reclaiming creative power from the inside out.

 

I teach you to create from your pain, not bypass it. Lead from your truth, not perform. Awaken your own medicine instead of outsourcing your healing to someone else.

 

If there’s a voice inside you whispering, “There has to be more than this…” you're right. I'd love to support you.

 

Past students can tell you what it’s like to be held, challenged, and deeply seen in this space. Their stories are below.

 

No one walks this path unchanged.

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client transformations
I can now identify an emotion without letting it consume me or get stuck in my body!

“My first month in this program has me living life with eyes wide open. I am hyper aware of my triggers, my emotions, and my coping mechanisms. I can now identify an emotion, hold space for it, and honor it without letting it consume me or getting stuck in my body. I have learned to give myself space to enjoy the moment. I am open, loving, going with the flow, and feeling more gratitude than ever before! Adrian is such a powerful coach.”

 

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What This Looks Like in Real Life

You’re not just “healing”—you’re changing how you move through the world.

  • You stop waking up exhausted and inflamed.
  • You recognize the difference between anxiety and intuition.
  • You eat when you’re hungry, move because it feels good, and rest without guilt.
  • You no longer abandon your body when emotions rise—you meet them there.
  • You stop leaking energy on things that drain you.
  • You start charging what you’re worth—and stop apologizing for it.
  • You make decisions from clarity, not fear.
  • You stop saying “I can’t afford it” and start asking, “Is this aligned with my expansion?”
  • You stop waiting for someone else to turn you on—you’ve remembered how to access that power yourself.
  • You build a relationship with desire that goes beyond sex—it’s the way you eat, breathe, dress, and create.
  • You let yourself enjoy what you used to withhold. You feel worthy of good things now.
  • You no longer mistake chaos for chemistry.
  • You set boundaries without spiraling.
  • You communicate with compassion and clarity instead of people-pleasing or disappearing.
  • You attract partners, friends, and collaborators who see your full self and don’t flinch.
  • You stop giving all your energy to people who wouldn’t even know what to do with the real you.
  • You stop censoring yourself.
  • You stop talking yourself out of ideas before they’re born.
  • You let your weirdness, depth, sensuality, and truth bleed through the work.
  • You create not to prove—but to express. And people feel it. They respond. Opportunities find you.
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This journey isn’t about finding something outside of you.

It’s about activating what’s already inside.

-Your voice.
-Your pain.
-Your story.
-Your pleasure.
-Your truth.

You are the medicine. You just haven’t awakened—yet.

What you’ll learn

Part 1
Emotional Alchemy &
Pattern Disruption

This work begins at the root—the unconscious programs and emotional patterns that have kept you in cycles of fear, codependency, and confusion. You’ll learn to recognize the ways you self-abandon—especially when triggered—and practice new pathways of truth, clarity, and power. This is about more than “emotional regulation.” This is about alchemizing jealousy, shame, resentment, and grief into fuel for your evolution. Your feelings are not the enemy—they are the medicine. You’ll finally learn how to listen to them and move through them without collapse.-

 

The Deets

WHAT YOU GET:

  • 12 months of deep educational and somatic support—including boundaries and nervous system work, shadow integration through the lens of neuroanatomy, plus powerful explorations using Human Design, the Gene Keys, breathwork, and more. This is a multidimensional experience designed to support real transformation—mind, body, and spirit.
  • Monthly deep-dive workshops, bi-weekly group coaching calls for real-time support and emotional processing, personalized 1:1 guidance, and two powerful in-person community gatherings to ground, integrate, and expand alongside others on the path.
  • Seamless access from anywhere in the world—from your phone, tablet, or laptop. Your healing journey travels with you.
  • Private Slack access for daily connection, personalized support, and high-level resources—so you’re never alone on your journey. Ask questions, share breakthroughs, and receive quick, attuned responses as you move through your transformation.
  • Guided education and the opportunity to explore plant medicine as a sacred healing modality—held within a safe, intentional, and integrity-led container.
  • A rich library of educational and somatic resources to help you understand your brain, body, and emotional patterns. You'll receive guidance to reshape your relationship with yourself and others, along with integration tools to support lasting change and confidently walk a new path forward.
More satisfied clients
It has showed me that I have the power to heal myself, my relationships, and my view on the world.

“I’ve overcome ADHD symptoms, addiction to pharmaceuticals and other drugs I was using to medicate myself.”

“I’m not saying that this class is a certified replacement for modern medicine, I’m saying it really has showed me how powerful I really am.“

“It has showed me that I have the power to heal myself, my relationships, and my view on the world.”

“I know now that I can do so much, and so much more. I am so thankful that I was extended this opportunity”

Maddison Ling
WHO IT’S FOR

IS THIS YOU?

  • You are done performing and ready to return home to yourself.
  • You are a truth seeker—devoted to living in alignment, even when it’s messy, inconvenient, or terrifying.
  • You crave a deeper, richer, more honest relationship with yourself—and you’re done waiting for someone else to give it to you.
  • You’re ready to release the old loops: co-dependency, perfectionism, emotional suppression, scarcity, self-abandonment.
  • You no longer want to be defined by your wounds—you’re ready to be led by your vision.
  • You know your life isn’t small because you lack potential—it’s small because you’ve been trying to fit your bigness into spaces that can't hold you.
  • You feel it in your bones: there are relationships, communities, and opportunities that can meet your full expression—but you have to become the version of you who’s ready to receive them.

If you feel seen by this, you’re in the right place. It’s time.

The truth about Adrian’s work
from other heart-led humans in
the healing + transformation space:

Amanda Bucci, Author of Followed + Transformational Life Coach

“Adrian is someone I’ve come to in my darkest moments of difficulty—trusting in her innate wisdom of the shadow, the unknown, and pattern recognition. There’s not one other person I know who understands the process of alchemizing not-self patterns more than Adrian. This program —when truly applied–will change everything for you,”

Anna Nassery, Founder & CEO of 7 figure Brand Agency

“Adrian has been one of the most insturmental factors in my growth and development as a human over the past 3 years. I can credit her for giving me the tools to grow past some of my biggest blocks, and shed light on areas for my growth- all from a loving, grounded, and sometimes even hilarious place!”

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How much time is required to complete this course?

Is this course a good replacement for therapy?

Is there any direct support during this program if I run into challenges throughout my process?

Are there any pre-requisites for taking this course?

Do you offer refunds if I don't like the program?